There's a line I would crack from time to time, that waivers are like unicorns -- you've heard of them, you just never actually saw one.  Today's mail arrived -- the check from the Michael & Michael shoot.  A waiver was inside.  They only include the sheet from the voucher you originally signed on when you get one.  And there it was. 
I immediately thought of the BG'er who died.  I remembered how another BG'er had recently been discussed with myself and this fellow BG'er and another about yet another BG'er who seemed a bit laid back on pursuing their acting career.  And how this laidback BG'er's phone rang as we were all at the funeral -- and had landed a U-5 role, this laid back BG'er's first! 
And we wondered then as I wondered now -- if our dearly departed BG'er was working on our behalf to help us get closer to our goals. 
I see the one who was with the BG'er -- on facebook.  Former love.  I'm hesitant to contact them.  Seems a bit awkward to do so.  Ah, life's too short.  We'll see what happens.
Tomorrow I attend a friend's BBQ and intend to relax and enjoy myself and not worry about anything.  Must learn to embrace life and enjoy.
