work work work

I continue to look for work but it's been slow going. I found some promising gigs and put in for them, and continue to think positively.

Meanwhile my energy levels are in the toilet. Don't know why. Meanwhile my gardening has been fantastic and I plan to plant more. Hopefully flowers this time, since the weather is warm enough to not bring a sudden frost.

This summer has been weird for sure weather-wise.

energy at home is weird

It feels like something is going to hit the fan. The vibe at home feels kind of down. There's a low drone. Sometimes things feel like they're closing in all around. Claustrophobic choking feeling. Everyone seems to be in a weird mood. I keep reminding myself that this too, shall pass. Today the weather is on the cool side but grey. I don't mind if it rains today.

Checked my emails and submitted away for potential gigs. So far, no reply. Will keep on keeping on and stay the course. Keep focus.