energy at home is weird

It feels like something is going to hit the fan. The vibe at home feels kind of down. There's a low drone. Sometimes things feel like they're closing in all around. Claustrophobic choking feeling. Everyone seems to be in a weird mood. I keep reminding myself that this too, shall pass. Today the weather is on the cool side but grey. I don't mind if it rains today.

Checked my emails and submitted away for potential gigs. So far, no reply. Will keep on keeping on and stay the course. Keep focus.